Gonna have it on repeat till I wake up.
Its almost 7 am and I just got home. Had a crazy ass night but my phone is now missing.. Hopefully its just misplaced..
I suspended my service for now. This shit sucks for personal reasons.. x(
If anyone has a spare verizon phone i’d be happy to hear from you lol. Goodnight!
The days go by so fast.
I have class later, then a ridiculous workshop to go to. I’m sure its gonna be boring.
I only ate once yesterday, I guess I didn’t notice the hours go by. I’ll eat after this .. I should probably wash the dishes that are piling up in the sink before I go to bed too.
Life is so strange lately.. I don’t know what to make of it. It concerns me.
& I wonder why my mother hasn’t called. I miss her.
There’s another thing on my mind though. It seems as though people expect me to make tremendous efforts to be a part of their life. A few do try to make me part of theirs and it makes me happy. But if I become a blur its okay, I’m done trying for people who won’t try for me.
And it’ll be my 20th birthday. I hope I feel better than I did today. I’m probably going to try and knockout before 12 for once. I really hope I’m not on tumblr very much tomorrow lol, that doesn’t sound like a good birthday. Mmm I feel like writing more shit but I can’t think of anything. I’m just gonna go eat some ice cream and call it a night(:
And I wanted to post something personal, but I don’t want people to try and understand me. I don’t even understand me.